I WANT TO GO TO THERE.

GLEE.

i love wednesdays again.

oh and i just need to have quick linkage to this forever.

thank you kanye! it wasn't funny when it happened (no one can be mean to taylor swift, she's just too nice. that's like someone being mean to beyonce. which, by the way. she is totally on michelle obama status), but oh good lord this is going to be the quote of the next month. well, one of them. "IMMA LET YOU FINISH. BUT BEYONCE HAD ONE OF THE BEST VIDEOS OF ALL TIME", and, the one we can't forget... "oh. you again?.... you offend me."

QUALITY.

people i've seen this week

holla once for one non-celebrity sighting!!!


holla twice for one celebrity-that-is-so-six-years-ago-for-me sighting!!!


HOLLA HOLLA HOLLA FOR SEX AND THE CITY!!!

ha ha ha

my google searches are off the chain today

hey dimmitt!

yayyy he gets to move on, can we all move on?!

i don't know who this video honey is, but hey she'll do for the sake of all i have to say. happy people didn't get their panties completely in a twist about signing michael vick. for a hot second i thought everybody was just gonna leave him hangin. what he did was wrong, yes, but he acknowledged that and he definitely served his time and earned his right back to his profession. i just googled him trying to find a funny picture, but instead i got a picture of one of the dogs that fought. MOOD KILL.

i haven't slept since 11 AM (that's when i woke up) and somehow now i have to go to work.... for my first day..... and i'm pretty fucking cranky and oh yeah i'm kind of tired but i made a mistake and took non-sleepy medicine before bed so i was up the whole night. womp womp. guess who's napping at 3:45 when they walk in the door?????

oh side note i kinda miss mediatakeout :( . not like it went anywhere, i just stopped reading it.

goodbye dancing love of my life :(

I'M BACK yay

the one who makes everything right.

my weekend was great. laughter, sadness, love, and good company. at the beginning, i found myself sprinting through penn station, eagerness and anxiety fueling every stride, every jump over rolling luggage. i made the train with minutes to spare. it's funny in retrospect because it only saved me an hour, but what a great hour it was. realizing what that hour meant to me makes me want to wake up in the morning to see the face that makes me happiest. i never thought i would ever be in this situation. the girl who once never showed she cared now makes herself sick with the thought of wanting permanent security and someone always at her side in bed. questions are like a violent storm in my mind. what are these feelings? what does this all mean? why do things change? am i doing too much? is this right? is this normal? why do i cry? am i sad or angry? i just want to go home. and i don't know which home i want more.

i'm pretty sure that out of all this, for once in my life, i am happier than i have ever been. pretty sure this is what i needed. pretty sure i don't want this to change.