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ahh! my time spent at home with my parents has been surprisingly pleasant all-in-all. i survived a couple world wars, but it was all worth it in the end. i don't tell my parents this enough, but i really love them and as much as i complain, i love coming home and spending time with them, especially when they're off work for the holidays and i have nothing to do. i always get used to the way i'm living, whether i'm here or in brooklyn, and never want to go back to my other life once i've become comfortable. i don't mind change, but it's weird to flip flop from one territory to the other because they are so different and my responsibilities in each vary so greatly.

just got back from seeing the curious case of benjamin button with ian. it was great. i almost cried, but i have this genetic disability where tears never actually fall down my face. maybe i have huge tearducts?
this movie also marked a historic point for me: the first time i've ever thought brad pitt was attractive. i think because in a way it was a period piece. i liked him only around the time he was finally with daisy. when he's on the motorcycle for the first time in the leather jacket and aviators........ hot damn. that man can wear a leather jacket, let me tell you.

went to the grocery store today, too. saw sean and chatted for the last time for god knows how long. me and ian picked out food so i can make snacks for new years. i spent $50 on food! that's the first time i've ever done that.. spent a lot of money on food for other people. to be completely honest, i don't even know how much of the food i'll be eating, but i also feel like a moose right now from dinner. i don't know when to tell myself to stop eating. it's nuts. you'd think i'd be way bigger than i am.

ahhh anyway. i'm gonna enjoy one of my last days with verizon fios and hundreds of channels of tv to chose from on this beautiful flat screen. soon it's off to brooklyn, the land of 60 channels in a dorm room? at least i'll have this beautiful tv to watch it all on. kinda can't wait to be back in my dorm room though... i miss my bed there :( even though it squeaks, i get a much better nights sleep in it than here.